I interrupt my blog silence for some musings on my trip thus far.
The last few weeks have been filled with a lot of change in an incredibly short period of time. It’s been difficult to want to look to the future or attempt to get excited about things. I have hit what I feel is my own “rock bottom” for the first time in my life – personally and professionally. It was hard to see out of that…
Happy Friday. I leave for Europe on Tuesday and can not wait to just get away. Disconnect.
It’s difficult to write about the place I’m in currently. Amanda bothers me nearly every day to update this space, to share my thoughts, and I know she’s right but the jumbled mess of feelings is challenging to wade through. It seems nearly impossible to find the right words to say – to capture what it is I’m exactly feeling.
This last year of my life has proved challenging, but the last nine…
There’s something about witnessing new life come into this world that really puts your thoughts into perspective. Mainly: WHAT on EARTH am I doing with myself? Is this all there is? Is this NOT all there is? Does it get better or is it just varying degrees of sameness? Or could it, heaven forbid, get worse? Does it even matter, really?
Is it really worth thinking about?
I think that last question…
I had intended to write an incredibly thoughtful piece this morning but I’m feeling…things. Everything. Nothing. Sadness, mostly. And I came across the lovely Meg’s post which seems to take everything I’m feeling and eloquently strung the words together. So, here it is:
I’m feeling a little bit sad this morning.
But in that way that is mostly sweet.
Like I’m just about to turn a corner and my…
I’ve moved into a new home, in this city that saw me grow up. This town has seen me be child, moody adolescent, young adult, in love, heartbroken.
"I’ll give you one more time We’ll give you one more fight Said one more line…
—The Umbrella We Share (Rihanna vs. Chvrches)
Chambaland - “The Umbrella We Share” (Rihanna vs. Chvrches)
SO GOOD. SOOOOOOOOOOOO good.